for the past few weeks, i've been really tired. i've been tempted to disappear. take a step away from the radio, the internet, the tv, the twitter. this politcal season has drained me and gotten me down. i can't believe we've got still over 2 months of this bullshit to go through.
this morning, i wrote a rant. a big huge screaming yelling ALL IN CAPS rant. and then i saved the rant. and sat on it. all day. and thought about it. and thinking about it made me feel a little better. i just felt better getting it all out.
but i just deleted the rant. i figured that leaving it up would serve no purpose. writing it did what i needed it to do. it made me feel better. posting it would just make me seem a little on edge.
i got word the other day that i'll probably be out of work by the end of the calendar year. i'm paid off of government grants, so this isn't a surprise. it was just a matter of time. but if i'm going to be looking for a new job in the coming months, a potential employer doesn't need to read one of my rants.
so i leave you with little fiber (not spun by me but a generous gift from a friend). that also always makes me feel better. and it's rant free.